Suzanne SxySadist’s Personal Blog

No not that kind!  <grin>  I had the house totally to my self today for awhile (except for the pets and they are sworn to secrecy) so I cranked my Ipod  with a set of the lamest “bubble gum pop tunes” of all time and danced around the house while doing a bit of house keeping and being totally silly!  I would never admit to having any of these tunes on there intentionally but I love them! 

So this adorable 30 something year old guy named Tyler from Minneapolis called me tonight to tell me he is locked up in a cb 2000and has been for over 2 months!!! How hot is that!!?? Furthermore he is looking for a new key holder because the Mistress that holds his key now is leaving the lifestyle!! 

We talked for an entire hour and it got me to thinking about how much I love keeping a man in either enforced or voluntary chastity because it totally turns me on to be in control of all of that erotic energy and knowing they are saving it all for me, every second, with every breath channeling all of that sexual juice, getting more and more turned on but unable to do anything about it. <grin> 

Umm yeah.. I am going to go enjoy that thought for a little while and release a little energy of my own.    Thanks for the chat Tyler!!

I had one of those simply perfect days today.  I think what made it so perfect is that there was nothing spectacular or out of the ordinary about it, I simply got to spend some wonderful time being really present with the man that I love. 

He let me sleep in this morning because I had no reason in particular to get up and when I did roll out of bed I discovered he had already been hard at work on a few home projects for me.  I love that he is so considerate that way.  He is always doing little things around here without me having to ask or whine or tell him I need help.  Anyway, we went to Walmart mid afternoon and took the scenic back way there .. the sun was shining, the air was crisp bit not too cold,  and the leaves are just starting to turn.  It was beautiful and we held hands like young lovers. :) 

The place was a mobbed of course but he is a great influence on me in that I don’t wander around just looking at stuff (and buying way too much that I don’t actually NEED) so we got in and out fairly quickly. And then on the way home he asked me to the Outback for an early supper. Mmm we noshed on coconut shrimp and steak and shared a carrot cake for dessert.  Then we came home and he took care of a couple more projects while I unpacked the groceries and placed a bunch of new black cherry candles in the Temple. (my favorite!!) 

Soon I was lighting them and inviting him to spend some time with me there.  We pulled out the rope.. and there was a short bit of indecision as we flipped back and forth a bit deciding who was on top but in the end it was him that ended up wearing the most rope! :D He picked up a piece of bamboo and then I added a few wraps and cinches, down into a modified chest tie, then one foot was pulled up into a partial suspension and a loop over two toes just to add a little sadism factor.  <slurp!>

Yes I took a few pics of the tie and I will add them soon but the sweetest part was sliding down to the sheepskin rug after the rope was falling away from his body and we kissed and made out and then made love for a deliciously long and intensely pleasurable time and as I looked into his eyes in the after glow of several orgasms I realized how completely happy I was in that moment.  No, not just because the sex was fabulous but because in that moment I needed nothing other than what I had right then and there.  I was warm and safe and satisfied on multiple levels, comfortably curled up on a soft and cozy sheepskin rug  wrapped in the arms of a man that I adore and who I know loves me deeply.  There was nothing that could have made that moment more perfectly blissful than it was… and then he told me he planned to stay with me the next day as well!!  <bigger grin>     Life is very good these days  I wish everyone that reads this as much love and happiness as I feel tonight.