Suzanne SxySadist’s Personal Blog

I have a new boy toy from Norway that has been amusing the hell out of me lately. I currently have him in chastity and am grooming him in advance for a live session visit in Feb or Mar. I will let him/her explain the experience in his/her own words.

My road to a new life

It started one week ago. I called Mistress Suzanne for a session. I wasn’t sure if she was the right one and just wanted to test her out. We had a good talk on the phone, since I live far away from Mistress Suzanne it was the only way I could get in touch with her. The conversation lasted for about 45 min and I didn’t realize it my self, but Mistress Suzanne made me talk and she pumped me for information, in a very pleasant way. Before we where finished with our session she had talked me into wear my cb-2000 and have it locked on while I was travelling for 5 days. Mistress also said since I now was locked up I should be prepared to be feminized.  Mistress had also noticed this fetish but we would let that part rest for some days. When I went to bed that night I was so aroused after our tease session and the fact that I was locked up, I had problems getting to sleep. I ended up calling Mistress Suzanne several times that night, and for every call she tighten her grip on me.

In the end of our last conversation that night she told me I should read stories from altairboy.com and send her reports about what I liked and did not like. My 5 days went ok, but I had never been so aroused and frustrated before. It helped to add to my frustration that I had to write the reports to Mistress. All of them with chastity and almost all of them included sissyfication. It added to my frustration and I started to realize I wanted to be sissified by Mistress. Mistress gave me my girly name Inga and first I didn’t use it to sign my mails. As long as Mistress continued to call me Inga, and started to add words like sissy Inga and slut Inga, it started to become natural to me, and I signed my mails with Inga. Another step on my way to my new life, and another step of me being broken down.

Friday I was back home and ready for a session with Mistress. I couldn’t wait until Mistress was back online but finally I saw her there. We had this fantastic session where she teased me for a long time. Mistress kept me on the edge, took me back and up again, it was like driving a rollercoaster with Mistress in charge. After a while I was so horny that I was willing to do anything for an orgasm. Mistress then started to tease my ass and she also told me about panties, how they would feel, and that I should get some of them. Since I don’t control my cock anymore I shouldn’t be wearing boxers Mistress told me. What choice did I have there?? No one at all if I wanted an orgasm so I said yes.

Mistress also ordered me to get some toys, nippel clamps, butt pluggs, vibrators, a dildo so Mistress can start to train my ass, and prepare me for our realtime sessions. After our session she ordered me back in my cb-2000 and told me to send a picture of me locked up, and show the numbers on the lock. I can feel Mistress control over me is growing, Mistress uses my arousal to push me further, I have realized she is owning my cock now. Now I’m waiting for Mistress’ next move, and I know I cant say no to Mistress.

Tomorrow I will be buying panties, and it makes me aroused and nervous. Mistress love it and I will do it to please Mistress. Im not longer in charge of my life and I can see that my life is changing.

Will be continued.

Inga

I had a really great session the other day with a fairly new client that I would love to tell you about. First some back ground. This guy has a fairly heavy NY accent and sounds like your stereotypical “brooklyner” that you would expect to tell ya “fuh-get-about-it” or perhaps a threatening “you-talking-to-me?” if I told him I wanted to dress him up like a girl and fuck the crap out of him. 

There is nothing about this man that would lead you to believe he has a girly sissy boy bone in his body, so you could imagine my surprise when he opened up the white plastic shopping bag he was carrying to reveal a full wardrobe of stylish and classy feminine clothes, jewelry, cute wigs, and even some make up! But I didn’t bat an eye and decided to dive in and give this gal a make over!

We chose “Sheila” as her alter ego and I started off by dressing her from head to toe and popped this sweet little red wig with the pretty butterfly rhinestone bobby pins on and took her down to my bedroom to do the make up. I think she actually came out quite lovely for an old broad. <wink>  I could picture her at the country club having tea with the other ladies from the rotary club or attending a church social like a bake sale.  She looked perfect .. well except for that pesky little dangly bit between her legs!

Hmm what to do about that …. oh! I know! Let’s just make it go away! Ok since she might have use for it again sometime I don’t want to make it go away forever but definitely until I am ready to let her leave, so I think a little needle and thread is called for here.  I took her to my medical room and tied her down to the table, then shaved her crotch nice and smooth. Next, I prepped the area with a little beta-dine, and slid in a clamped off catheter. (In case she has to pee… I had to consider these things of course).  Finally I simply pulled the sac up and over that little cocklette and stitched it away out of sight.  Simple but effective… take a peek:

Anyway, once I had her totally transformed I then took her into the dungeon and decided to tie her to my cross and torture her for awhile. She has delightfully sensitive nipples. Naturally I also decided to use my little slave girl for my own perverse pleasure so I finished up by throwing her into my leather sex sling and fucking her with my big black strap on.  It was a really great session and afterwards I let her clean up .. go back to being a boy and went to the diner for a bite.  No one would ever have suspected what we were up to just a short while before. <grin> I had a really fun time and I totally look forward to seeing that little slut again soon!

Tomorrow, November 10th is the 234th anniversary of the United States Marine Corps.  No matter what my feelings are when it comes to politics or the country’s past leadership, I have always been appreciative of the fact that we have men and women in this country who are willing to fight and even lay down their lives to protect us and keep us free. 

Click the ‘View’ button below to see a special birthday tribute sent to me by the fabulous folks at Go Daddy from who I purchase all my domain names. It is so beautiful that I wanted to share it here as well. The author of it says that it is to “honour my fellow Marines past and present. I’d also like to extend this tribute to all of the men and women serving in all branches of the U.S. Military - Army, Navy, Air Force or Coast Guard. Thank you all for your tireless dedication to keeping our country safe.”   View Tribute

I’d also like to offer a buy hour - get one 1/2 price on all play sessions to all military personal past or present for the rest of 2009.  Just drop me a note at Mistress@SxySadist.com and tell me you want to take me up on my Vet’s discount and I will be delighted to show you my appreciation for keeping me safe by putting you in bondage and teasing and tormenting you to both our hearty’s content!   Ooh - Rah!  ;)  <grin>  Happy birthday guys and gals! 

With all the fear these days about virus’ like swine flu, as well as of course the host of other diseases, virus’ and issues that we have to be concerned about, I knew that it would be in my personal best interest as well as the best interest of my valued clients and playmates to do the best I could to insure that I have the cleanest and safest dungeon in town!

So when I heard about H.E.L.P. which stands stands for Healthier Environment Living Program I was excited about it.  XMICROBE™ which is the latest technology in antimicrobial protection is a colorless, odorless spray that disinfects and continues to provide long lasting protection on treated surfaces against mold, mildew, germs, bacteria, and virus’.  The spray actually bonds with the surface and will not wash off with even my usual cleaning routine.  This same technology is being used in hospitals, nursing homes, day care facilities, and other places that want to insure the health and safety of their patrons, patients and employees. The website explains the process far better than I could .. check it out: Healthier Programs 

Since I have been known to be a little bit compulsive and definitely a perfectionist I decided to have all four of my playrooms, living room, library and both bathrooms completely and thoroughly sprayed including all of the dungeon furniture, toys, equipment, leather goods, rope even all of the dildos!  The guy that did the spraying assured me that this was the most interesting job he had ever done!  Somehow I didn’t find that hard to believe. 

Anyway, just wanted to share the news so that you can rest assured that when you come here to play the only thing you need to fear is my sadistic streak. <evil grin>

Here is a pic of me throwing one of Charly B’s great nylon whips at a truly lovely young lady named “Tazma” at the Folsom Street Fair this year! She promises to send a few more that came her way and maybe I will add them when they come in.

There is something so utterly spectacular about playing outside like that in the sunshine on the damn street! God that is so totally cool! And this lady was stellar hot, let me tell ya!! She danced and moved so sexy I just had an awesome time and am so glad to see the pic because it brings back a fabulous memory.