Suzanne SxySadist’s Personal Blog

The life & times, ups & downs and general musings of a professional sexual sadist.

February 8, 2010

Sometimes life truly SUCKS!

Filed under: Product Reviews — Suzanne SxySadist @ 10:48 pm

Rejoyn Manual PumpBut in a deliciously evil and sadistic way!  My buddy “$1000 Bill” turned me on to a cock pumping device by a company called Rejoyn.  Although it is not the least expensive ”vacuum therapy device” that I have bought (the manual pump system runs about $145 on sale) it is definitely the best one that I have ever used and it has quickly become one of my favorite toys in the house!  :)  

It is really delightful fun to pump a guys cock up bigger than he has ever seen it and slip a ring tightly into place to hold all that lovely blood firmly in there while I then proceed to tease and torment him in a myriad of other diabolical ways! And what’s great is … some of my tortures would usually have an adverse effect on spontaneous erections but with the ring in place he is not going anywhere any time soon, so umm yeah I have enjoyed using these sort of contraptions for a long time now.  

The same company also offers a more expensive ($190 or so) battery powered motorized version of the device but something told me that I would be far better off with the manual pump version for my evil sadistic play purposes so that I am always completely in control of exactly how much pumping is done and for how long.

pumpringsThey also offer a variety of choices in support rings and I have found that the ones with the open ended sides (either circular or hexagonal hole - doesn’t matter) are easier for me to grab and hold onto that the rectangular ones with the solid square ends. (both pictured here)

Speaking of for how long ..  it should be noted that I do not follow the recommended safety guidelines very well. OK truth be told I totally go against almost ALL of the Warnings and precautions.  Such as:

flatrings1. The user should apply the least amount of vacuum pressure that will get an erection. Use of too much pressure could bruise or injure the penis.  (Umm I am usually seducing my victims into letting me give it just one more pump so that I can get them as big as possible!)

2. The user should stop using the Vacuum Therapy System if pain occurs. (LOL what part of… I’m a frigging sadist and it gets me off to make men cry isn’t clear?) :D

3. The Vacuum Therapy System should not be used while using alcohol or drugs.  (Ok they’ve got me there… I would agree with that one.)

They go on to warn you that the support rings can cause bruising and such etc and so forth and warn that misuse can lead to complications such as swelling (uh duh) and serious injury, but of course they HAVE to say that to cover their asses.  For the record, I have pumped the HELL out of a few of my playmates and left the support ring in place for longer than 30 minutes many times and so far none has sustained any lasting physical damage.  (knocks real wood as opposed to the fleshy kind) Of course your mileage may vary. :) 

cockrings203501I find it fairly simple to use however it does take a little practice to get the support ring slipped over the cone and onto the tube gracefully especially if you have long nails.   As a user friendly tip I have discovered that if I pop the device upright between my thighs with the lubricated cone on top then use my legs to steady the deice as I grasp the far sides of the support ring and apply a steady even pressure down and over the cone until it slides on the the tube.  Again .. takes a little practice but it will definitely get easier the more you use it.  If you think it sounds silly that I am taking the trouble to post this little tip I would like to mention that difficulty loading the ring is such a common problem that the company sells an extra little device for $50.00 to help make it easier for you.  I preferred to learn my own little system and save the 50 bucks for other gadgets of my choosing.  :)

As an additional user tip, to remove the ring mercifully when you are through playing, slide one finger under the ring at each side and open it slightly as you slide it back down over the cock.  It really hurts like hell if you don’t and even though I am a sadist at heart, that is not usually the point I wish to inflict that much pain. :) Trust me .. they will appreciate the gesture.

unbranded-power-pump-clearAs far as other options…I have tried quite a few different devices over the years (What can I say? I am a toy slut and a compulsive collector!) and I enjoy helping others learn from my experience both good and bad. There was a very disappointing purchase that I cannot even remember where I got it from but the penis pump amounted to a tube with a small hole in it that you kept one finger over and that had a rubber squeeze bulb at the end that didn’t amount to very much suction at all. If you see one like that … don’t bother wasting your time or money

lapumpsetI own quite a few products from a company called LA Pump.   They make some awesome pump toys too but the draw back they have is that the base of the cock cylinder is flanged which although creating a wider base for more comfort… prevents the smooth addition of a really damn tight ring to hold that lovely pumped up blood in the cock nice and tight so the moment you release the suction you lose the “fluff” so my thinking is .. umm what’s the point?!  basicpump1

They do sell some soft rubber rings on their site which are cute and “nubby” but do not do really do much. (black rings pictured above)

The “Deluxe Pump” (pictured here above left) runs about $140 and I did decide to go for this model as opposed to their “Basic Pump” (picture right) which runs about $20.00 less because I liked the idea of having the gauge to be able to have a better idea of how much pressure I was applying.

Even though I don’t like their cock cylinders very much, they do make some other wonderful devices that I have a great deal of fun with such as their Nipple Cylinders.

nipples20200I actually have pairs in multiple sizes of these and love them although at times I have found myself wishing I could file off the “lip” so that I could slide a rubber band or something similar off and over a well pumped nipple! 

The other issue I have with them is that they tend to be a bit “front heavy”. Meaning for example if I have someone bound upright to the cross and I attach these to their nipples they tend to hang down and it is very easy at that point for the seal to get broken. I have occasionally rigged a a little “bra like” support with parachute cord but I have often wondered why they couldn’t simply make them a bit shorter.  Ah well .. in a perfect world right? :)

Pussy Pump Attachment Hmm what else ohh yes… the Pussy Cup! Very interesting especially on smoothly shaved vulvae!!  

In fact it bears mentioning that it is far more difficult to get a good air tight seal for any of these products over hair so it can be in your best interest to shave or apply a liberal amount of petroleum jelly to the area to help create the seal. 

A little lubrication will also help the skin slip smoothly and more deeply into the suction devices.  I have not had any issue at all using silicone lube on the devices them selves but I am hesitant to use silicone in or around the support rings because I have heard that it can be damaging to them so I have played it better safe than sorry by sticking with water based lubes on the cock support rings.  

rosebud20350OK back to the Pussy Pump attachment - great stuff ..Really!  It makes the labia super sensitive but it can be tricky getting a tight seal due to the geography of the area!

The same goes for the Rosebud Anal attachment pictured left)  but the friend I tested that baby with REALLY liked the sensation that it created and as long as you are OK with pumping and pumping and pumping to keep the suction going … you can have a lot of fun with this!

These folks make a nice variety of other attachments that I would love to check out but have thus far just hung around on my “wishlist”.  Items like the Mushroom Head Maker (fairly obvious usefulness),  the Isolator that pulls the balls and cock separately, and the Two Stage Cylinder that also pumps the scrotum all sound like a lot of fun and I will let you know if I ever get around to picking those up.

Venus 2000 with remoteAs long as we are discussing penis pumping and and or sucking toys I could also offer a good word or two on the Venus 2000 by the folks that make the world renowned Sybian.

I picked this fairly pricey little baby up quite awhile ago (probably almost 10 years now) and still LOVE it!  The unit itself runs some where between $800 and $900 depending on which add-ons you take or not and the receiver tubes are custom fitted as per your measurements  either with or separately for around $40.00 each.  When I ordered the unit I also ordered a variety of sizes for a few select friends and some extra “average sizes” for general purpose play.    

The unit itself is practically indestructible considering it has been accidentally dropped and knocked over several times in the heat of the moment over the years and literally took a licking and kept on suckin’! :)

However the tubes do wear out on a fairly regular basis.  The inner sleeve is made of latex and there is no way around the fact that latex breaks down over time and with repeated use.  The fabulous folks at Abco(who are really great with customer service by the way, please tell them SxySadistsaid Hiya if you call) are happy to sell you the supplies to re sleeve your tubes and will even send you instructions on how to do it, but I very quickly discovered that this was not an area I was going to excel at anytime soon. So I choose to send them my receivers when they need redone for a nominal service fee of  $5.00 each plus a very reasonable shipping charge.

figure3How V2000 Works 

This illustration shows the two ends of a stroke. The Receiver is moving back and forth this distance at whatever speed you prefer; hands-free!!

It is basically a motorized “cock sucking machine” and never gets tired and simply will NOT stop until I kill the switch. <grin> I have had people spend up to 8 hrs attached to it and unable to move or squirm away and basically have it “suck them dry!” <ha ha ha>

If I had one complaint over the years it would have been that it was never easy to set it up and just let it go hands free.  Generally my victim’s hands are bound and I like to keep mine free to attend to other things or even just leave them that way but the tube was rather tricky to tie in place and still allow to mover so that it could happily do its little suction thing.  So what’s a domme sadist to do?  Brilliant kinkster to the rescue!  My dear friend Danny of Leather By Danny created a clever little device that could strap to the vic’s hips and legs by use of his delightful LBD Leather straps.  I don’t have a photo of it handy but it is basically an acrylic plate with a hole it it that the the cock and balls slip through  that has a pair of rails that the receiver tube slides up and down with the help of a couple of rubber bands, a few small metals rings and a couple of zip ties.  Very simply really and works like a charm!

As someone that adores layering sensations I have many times enjoyed pumping one of my victims up as big as possible and then adding the Venus suction device over the engorged and sensitized cock as as such I have often discovered that I need to use much larger tube than I would have before pumping.  (Something to keep in mind if you decide to try these devices together yourself.) :)

Well .. off hand I think that pretty much covers what I wanted to share about penis pump and suction devices. Ohh except perhaps for the question as to whether or not they work for increasing penis size.  For the short term, absolutely they are delightful for adding length and girth but I have not ever really seen a lasting long term gain. Now keep in mind my answer here is based on occasional use per victim over time, meaning that I do not pump up the same person on a daily basis and perhaps if I did the story would be different.  If there is anyone out there that has had any long term and permanant increase in penile size please do feel free to add your 2 cents! 

Thanks for stopping by and I hope someone finds this article helpful. :) Have fun!! 

May 15, 2009

Brett’s Birthday Weekend (Or, “It’s your birthday, you will cry if I want you to!”)

Filed under: Personal Reflections — Suzanne SxySadist @ 8:41 am

I Luv U!Last Thursday was my sweetheart Brett’s 49th birthday and I was feeling even more sadistic and dominant than usual and decided to push both our limits just a bit.  ;)

We have experimented in the past with short term chastity but to be honest, I really LOVE sex with my boyfriend and rarely deny myself for very long ~ so I almost never leave him in chastity longer than a few hours when he is here with me .  Although I have a variety of chastity devices that are not intentionally designed to be painful such as the cb devices, being a sadist at heart I totally love the concept of chastity with teeth as mentioned in a previous blog post. 

However I am also practical enough to realize that if I intended to keep it on all weekend, and I did, I might want to do so with the least amount of damage possible, since I am rather fond of that pretty cock and it’s keeper. :)

I opted to use the Club Femme MCD - Male Chastity Device .  Although it is a little tricky to weave the zip tie in and out of the device to get a really good tight fit, I can tell you for a fact that once in place it is definitely secure enough to stay there.  Brett quickly discovered that it was not coming off without tearing up some delicate flesh in the process.  ;)

MCD- Male chastity deviceHe also discovered very quickly that even though he could still get a rock hard erection (albeit with a bit of encouragement from me and a fair bit of un-comfortability) there was no way he would be able to reach orgasm because the short closely spaced little points were just too damn sharp and discouraging. 

Ohh what a delicious time I had trying though!   I locked him in on Thursday afternoon and proceeded to tease him off and on for over an hour.  God I love the sexy way that man squirms for me!  Friday morning I woke up horny and ordered him to orally service me for awhile.   Although that act is all about my pleasure, is sure works for him on some pretty sexy levels too and next thing I know his poor cock was once again being spiked and poked in all directions at once and he was making those really sexy pretty noises for me again which totally work for me!  :D

He stayed in that sweet little device the rest of the weekend .. including  all through the rope club gathering on Sunday.  By Sunday evening though he was respectfully asking if it would be possible for me to take him back out so he could see what was left of his cock before he goes back to Long Island for the work week.  I thought three nights and four days was a fairly good test run and was fairly curious myself to see how bad that baby had torn him up so we snipped it off.  I was a bit surprised to discover that this device had drawn blood in quite a few places but over all he seemed fine. :) I am considering locking him in for the week we are away in Chicago but in the meantime I am REALLY looking forward to seeing him tonight!

February 15, 2009

Male Chastity Part 2

Filed under: Product Reviews — Suzanne SxySadist @ 2:02 am

Male Chastity w/ Teeth

Mistress Owns Your Cock!

My last installment about male chastity devices basically covered the “CB” product line which offer a nice selection of basic inexpensive chastity devices. If properly fitted they are fairly secure and only moderately uncomfortable … but have I mentioned that I am a sadist at heart? Or that I adore CBT (aka Cock & Ball Torture)? :)

I absolutely admit to taking perverse pleasure in locking a man’s cock into a device that will cause him excruciating pain if he begins to get an erection, and of course once he is in it, I love to tease him and make him cry, beg and whimper as I do my best to get and keep him hard.

You can analyze that any way you wish but it is absolutely delightfully wicked fun for me and so I totally enjoy collecting cruel chastity items and other things that go “Ow”! Let me tell you about a few of my faves!!

ktb-closeupThe Dreaded KTB - Kali’s Tooth Bracelet!!

Mmm Let’s Get Mean! - My all time favorite chastity device is still the original Kali’s Teeth Bracelet (pictured below) These babies were absolutely ingenious! Once locked in place they were streamlined sexy, secure as hell, lightweight enough that they could remain on without “dragging”, and they had the most delightfully vicious teeth that were available in different degrees of cruelty! Obviously the most severe one was most suitable for men with castration fantasies and the women that love them. :)

My ex had one and I used to love locking him into it for entire weekends at a time! I especially loved putting it onto him and then going down on him because it would make him insane that as much as he loved my lips around his cock it was also pure agony at the same time. (Did I mention I am a sadist?) I would give pretty much anything (and be an extremely grateful Mistress) to get my hands on an original KTB or a very reasonable facsimile there of! Any takers??

Kali's Teeth Bracelets

Club Fem’s MCD - MCD

The folks over at Club Fem are offering a sweet little plastic version of a toothed chastity device that they call simply the MCD - Male Chastity DeviceI ordered recently and intend to check out thoroughly as soon as it arrives and get back to you with a full report!

It is quite inexpensive and looks to have great potential for longer term wear than other devices I have seen since it is lightweight, not overly vicious and appears easy to keep clean. I am very excited indeed!

SxySadist Toothed Rings The SxySadist Toothed Ring!

While I await that happy day that one of those falls into my lap again, my buddy Rick over at Dungeon Delights has been creating a really delightful selection of heavier, meatier substitutes for me and even named them after me!!

Check these babies out! It all started one Sunday morning as I lay in bed cruising the web looking for new devices to torment my lover’s cock when I came across the Dungeon Delights website. They had a really nice locking cock ring shown on the site that intrigued me so I gave them a call (and was actually quite surprised that they answered the phone on a Sunday morning) and had a lovely chat with Rick about the KTB.

Barely a week later I had a set of proto types in my hot little hands to check out! Talk about fast and efficient service! Wow!!

They are beautifully crafted devices and definitely built to last! They offer a variety of intensities depending on how many rows and how long you want the nails.

Are they mean? Hell Yeah! These nails are definitely sharp but no where near as sharp as the KTB was so they are actually a bit safer in my opinion. Although his website warns that these are sharp enough to break the skin that has not been my experience so far. I have had some serious “dents” in the cock but so far no blood drawn (although I am not gaurenteeing that to anyone).

The powder coating makes them easy to clean and they are definitely beautiful in an industrial heavy metal sort of way!! My main complaint with them is that they are soo damn heavy that they have a tendency to slide off the moment the erection waivers so they were not terribly suited for long term wear. <Boo hoo hoo!>

Then Rick came out with the double ring version! <Yayy!> :D Again, not elegant but definitely gets the job done and I feel fairly reasonably priced!! JT’s has started offering them also under the original Kali’s Teeth name in the Beginner and Advanced versions. :) Maybe I am a little bit biased but I think EVERYONE should own a couple of them! And then come on over here so I can help do more market research! :D More soon!

June 19, 2008

Elastrator Castration Fantasy…

Filed under: Adventure Reports, Nite Flirts — Suzanne SxySadist @ 11:47 am

So like Oh My God.. I just had the hottest NiteFlirt call of the month! (Give this boy a prize! Ok well he was allowed to keep his testicles, this time.) :) It all started with an email: 

Hi, my name is Steve, age 29.  I came across your site and love what i see.  I am writing to see if you enjoy doing damage to a guys balls?  I am into heavy cbt and would love for someone as sexy as you to ruin my nuts.  If you are interested, I have an elastrator (banding castration device make for livestock) and castration bands that you could make me put around my balls.  Once on these bands cut off all the circulation to the balls, and i’m sure you realize how much damage that could cause.  If you were feeling cruel and make me leave it on very long my balls would be really messed up.  If this sounds like fun to you, let me know and I’ll give you a call.  I will honestly try and band my balls for as long as you wanted.”

Now I have had some interesting offers before but never quite like this.  I own an elastrator myself and have never been able to talk anyone into letting me try it out on his balls before, nipples yes.. balls not quite.  I naturally perked right up and emailed him back and said basically: “Hell yeah!” And sure enough that little lunatic called me a few minutes later and did exactly as he was told, he popped one of those incredibly small thick green rubber bands over both of his testicles for me.  I truly wished he had a web cam because I would have loved to have seen this process but I quite enjoyed the sounds effects.

I was fascinated and wanted to know everything, blow by blow how did it feel. He said at first it wasn’t really very painful, just an uncomfortable tightness.  We continued our chat and I described some castration fantasies I have had to him.  Such as how I think that in a “perfect world” all men that were either not excessively well hung or possessed of incredible stamina would be castrated and cuckolded, forced into “worker bee” slave mode and permitted to financially support the Queen (that would be me) :) Even if I didn’t castrate all the drone slaves, they would certainly not be permitted to breed.  But I truly feel that it would be in their best interest to have the distraction of sex removed from their lives. (Purely for their own benefit and from the goodness of my heart of course.)  

I also played out loud with the idea of creating my own human safe sex toy. If there was no way for sperm to escape his testicles there would be no way a slave could impregnate someone. It certainly would reduce the number of incidents of slaves cumming with out permission I would think, especially if I told him in no uncertain terms that I would leave the band on until his frigging balls shrivelled up, died and fell off, unless he could completely satisfy me. Yes, that would either do the trick or seal his fate in that moment, wouldn’t you think? I told him how hot I thought it would be for him to mail me his dried up testicles as an offering and ordered him to beg me to competely destroy his balls and he just moaned and wimpered which actually got me even more turned on.

As the conversation went on I could hear his voice becoming increasingly distressed.  The band was really beginning to have an effect and he said the color of the ball sac was turning dark purple indicating the tissue has used up every bit of the oxygen in the blood and was now starving. I got out my vibrator and decided that I needed to do my best to distract him from his current situation and seduce him into hanging in there a while longer, and then just a bit more, and if possible just one more minute. 

It worked for somewhere around 20 minutes and at that point he was practically sobbing from the pain.  As much as I adore the idea, part of me didn’t see the point in completely destroying the balls of the only man that has offered them up to me on a platter (albeit long distance) if I wasn’t going to be able to watch and deeply relish the process.  I mean hell, if I am going to castrate the guy for real, I want to put the band on myself and let him watch me enjoy his suffering!  

So I gave him permission to remove the band and had a truly wonderful, toe curling orgasm while I listened to him whimper and cry!  He wrote me a little while later to apologize for not being able to go longer for me and to let me know that they were still pretty tender but looked OK. He also promised to try to go twice as long next time.  I may have to buy that boy a web cam myself!  ;) Til soon…  Suzanne SxySADIST!

June 2, 2008

Ohhh this is just “tooth” AWESOME!

Filed under: Simply Blogging — Suzanne SxySadist @ 8:08 pm

My friend Rick over at Dungeon Delights has officially launched the SxySadist Toothed Ring on his website. I also came home from Chicago to find yet another ring for my collection; this one with 36 long evil looking spikes. That’s right.. count em!  THIRTY SIX of those bad boys! Can you say sadistic wet dream?? I can hardly wait until Thursday evening when my unsuspecting sweetheart arrives for a very long weekend. <grin>

I actually think it may be time to take a few pics of these babies in action.  I understand that Rick chooses not to post nudity to his site but that sure doesn’t mean I can’t show these babies in action on more than just a finger! <grin>

I am truly tickled pink that he decided to name these evil little devices after me.  It just totally gets me off to know that men whom I have never even met will be cursing my name! Mmm mmm mmm!! How truly delicious is that??

Sweetly Sadistic & Sexy Suggestions…

Filed under: Erotica & Memoirs, Nite Flirts — Suzanne SxySadist @ 7:16 pm

I asked my sexy switch boyfriend for a few of his thoughts on what would really turn him on about playing the role of alpha slave in a cuckold scenario and I was a bit surprised at how mean he could be.  I actually thought that he might have a bit more sympathy for that poor “low slave on totem pole” but his cruelly sadistic teases are going a long way toward reminding me why he will always keep a high place in the male slave “pecking order”.  Here are a few choice tidbits well worth sharing:

We could park him bound in the corner, but with one hand free and stern instructions to silently keep his dick hard, but seriously warn him not to cum or suffer dire consequences, while you and I make out on the bed just a few feet away.

I would pleasure you over and over through your sexy thong panties with lots of finger play and maybe the small buzzy toy which should help get those panties nice and soaking wet. Then I could strip them off of you and stuff them in his mouth, mocking him and letting him know that “That’s as close as you’re gonna get to any pussy, wimp”.

Then I would of course lick and kiss and worship your delicious cunt until you order me to fuck you a good long time.  Once you have had several juicy, noisy orgasms, you can have us get into a sixty-nine position so that you can watch us suck each other’s cocks for your amusement while you continue to pleasure yourself.  We are both slaves after all, alpha or not, but naturally it would be with the understanding that the first one to cum gets severely punished. (Hence the reason I want him stroking the whole time before hand!)

If it pleases you Mistress, you could stride around watching us from different angles, maybe stroking or striking some exposed flesh with a cane or crop musing, “I wonder who it’s gonna be…”   If I am fortunate enough to get him to shoot first, I’ll spit his cum out on your belly or your feet and you can have him lick it clean while I ass fuck the hell out of him to completion.  Or if he does S/m, his consequence could be that you will whip him well while (until!) he finishes me off!! Course, after he cums he might not be joyously up for such things… you know how us men are… but then again, that’s what the bondage is for isn’t it?  On the off chance he gets me off first, hmmm. Well, I guess you can announce “Mistress’s prerogative” and say you intend to “reward him” by strap-on ass fucking him while he rims me.

Yes, that sweet formerly submissive man of mine is definitely growing some top “horns” as I encourage his switch-dom.  I am actually beginning to think that I may have created a bit of a monster. <grin> Here is a snippet of an email he sent to me the other day that sort of got me going a bit as well. I added a comment or two of my own in {brackets} this time. :)

 Thinking about gorgeous you and next weekend and rope sex!   My goal is to get you as horny as I am right now.  {I think it worked!}

Imagine yourself bound and me teasing the hell out of you all evening.  Bent over the end of the massage table, thighs and ankles tied spread open to the table legs, hands above your head and bound to the opposite legs… or your wrists lashed to your bed’s headboard, ankles tied to thighs leaving you spread and available… the bondage swing upstairs… straddling me, arms bound in a shinju and hanging by a scarf about your throat… or all of the above… and all the time, my fingers, my hot, wet tongue, buzzy toys, and even that big red cock extension find their way into your cunt and ass… ever so close to cumming but not permitted too.  Then over my knee for a spanking, tied face down to the bench in the temple and slowly and deliciously caned… thanking me as I feed my cock into your eager mouth, then return to your caning again and again! Eventually I’ll lead you off to bed, arms bound and leashed and let you satisfy yourself completely on my cock. Eventually. 

I’ve also been fantasizing about “mutual masturbation” scenes lately.  In it I am bound kneeling, ankles tied to thighs,  one hand pulled behind my back in a hojojutsu tie and a rope around my neck, bound to a post or tied up in a “half hanging” position.  I am encouraged to jerk-off with my one free hand, with a stern admonition not to cum or suffer the consequences. {This actually sounds a bit familiar & definitely do-able!} 

You teasingly strip in front of me, pressing your cunt, feet and ass to my mouth and lips, and then you settle down into some nice comfy pillows to get yourself off while I watch and keep myself hard and on the edge.  You verbally remind me that you are free to have all the orgasms you want, while I am not.  You frequently use my eager mouth to clean your wetness, your fingers and toys between orgasms, letting me get to the point of total frustration, then allowing me to beg to cum.  

Tying my free hand off and gagging me, you begin a flogging, whipping, and caning session, each time allowing me to go soft and then pausing to permit me to stroke again, or sucking and stroking me yourself until I am hard, and then resuming your wicked play.  Finally, you take advantage of my going soft one more time to lock the spiked cage on my cock, binding just my hands behind me and leading me off to bed by a leash to pleasure you one final time before tying the cage off tightly to my wrists and curling up next to me for a good long night’s sleep!  At some point the next day, you relent and allow me to empty my load – then clean it up with my tongue and recycle it for next time!  Camp perhaps? {Umm no baby,  sooner I think..  see you Thursday!}  ;) 

April 15, 2008

New toys !! Woohoo!!

Filed under: Shameless Self Promotion — Suzanne SxySadist @ 2:23 pm

I am so excited I could just scream!  I just got off the phone with Rick over at Dungeon Delights and he informed me that my order is on it’s way!!  Woohoo …  yee haw …  hubba hubba … ooooh baby!! What order you ask?? Well I could tell you and make you just imagine it or .. I could post pictures!!  

Ok so like to begin with I ordered The Full Blown Erector set shown above.  Imagine, you’re on your hands and knees, wrists and ankles locked in steel manacles, a steel ring around your throat locked to a post, AND a 6 inch dildo on a post impaling you from behind! 

You can’t stand up, can’t drop down, can’t roll over. You are just stuck there,
hmm like a piece of human furniture. I wonder how long it will take before the muscle strain sets in ad the tension becomes unbearable.  Simply delicious and quite evil possibilities!! <grin>

But that’s not all! I have recently become fascinated with the idea of locking my beloved pet, and cherished slave Brett in a chastity device that he can wear when he is not here with me, but I am pretty tired of plastic. I mean CB 2000 - 3000 and Curves are ok but I wanted something a bit more substantial and then I saw their ring cage (pictured right). 

 Sexy right?? It was love at first site!! I decided to order the locking cock ring in all three sizes (naturally so I can be sure to have one to fit any and all of my clients and play mates!! But here’s the best part.. or as my sweetheart would say: “But wait there’s more!!”  I have for many years wished that I could find another “KTB” but they can simply not be found! The “KTB” or Kali’s Teeth Bracelet for those of you who are unaware, is in my opinion one of the cruelest chastity devices known to man.  Here is a picture of her from the outside with an appropriate lock on it.  

However, you cannot see the best part.  This evil little locking steel band encircles the cock and inside are 100s of little razor sharp points.  My ex had one and I very fondly recall locking it onto his cock for 36 hours straight one weekend and thoroughly enjoying the effect it had on him (and me).   Umm yes, I truly am a sadist at heart. <grin> 

Anyway… here’s the best part I alluded to before: Rick over at Dungeon Delights was kind enough to whip up a couple of prototypes that although they do not have 100s of teeth they sure look like they will be able to get a man’s attention and keep it. 

Check this bad boy out!  <huge wide evil grin!!!> He is actually sending m three to begin with of varying intensities!  This one has short spikes so in theory will be the mildest.  There is also a medium one with longer dull rods that poke through.  Definitely enough to let you know they are there but not enough to break the skin.  And then there is the evil one: at least as sharp as this one .. double row.. much longer. <drool… slurp!> I can barely contain the excitement gang!    

They are due to arrive here Thursday or Friday,  Brett gets here Friday night.  Umm it is going to be one hell of a fun weekend!! 

Oh and here is one of my other favorite parts… Rick over at Dungeon Delights has informed me that he intends to name this new baby after me!!!   <bright smile>  I could not be more proud!!  And i totally look forward to working with him to perfect the design!

I am going to close with a banner link to their site.  By the way, I wanted to mention that I am totally impressed with everything about this company. There products seem superb, the customer service is just aces, the website is easy to navigate but I am going to speak to him about the flashy crashy stormy noise thing, I promise! 

Anyway, I highly reccoment them for any evil metal restraints you could want and if you want something and don’t see it… ask him.  I learned first hand they are totally willing to customize things for you if you tell them what you need.  <grin>  Tell them SxySadist sent you and check back here soon for a full report!

November 15, 2007

Domme Fantasy

Filed under: Erotica & Memoirs — Suzanne SxySadist @ 8:31 am

He closes his eyes softly as he kneels before me, and offers himself to me completely, to use for my pleasure, anyway I wish. He wants no safe word.. no say in what I do to him.. no way to stop me from using him. He wishes only to suffer for my sadistic pleasure without limits or boundaries. Today, he will get his wish… and so will I.

I look at his body and feel the excitement begin to stir. He is perfect in my eyes. His body is lean and muscular but not overly so. His skin is smooth and unmarked, like a fresh canvas awaiting the act of creation, awaiting my touch. He is my symphony waiting to be played, as corny as it may sound: together we will make beautiful music tonight.

I kneel with him and run my hands along his cheek and I look into the most exquisitely expressive eyes I have ever seen. I almost cry with the sheer joy of knowing he belongs to me; body and heart and soul. I kiss him softly, then much deeper letting him feel just a taste of the hunger I have for him. I love him, but I am going to make him suffer sweetly for me, more than anyone ever has.

I place his hands in bondage and pull him to his feet, cuffing them high above his head. I consider gagging him and blindfolding him… but I want him to see me, to see how much I am enjoying using him. And I need to see his eyes and hear him moan as he suffers for me. I start at his hands and begin to run mine slowly down his arms to his sides, across his chest, feeling the textures of him. The softness of his skin, the feel of his hair, the warmth, his heat beat. I glide my fingertips across his nipples and I watch his face, he closes his eyes expectantly. I tease them softly a moment longer, toying with them until they become just slightly erect, then I pinch them.. hard!! 

He gasps softly and lets his head fall back… exposing his throat to me. I run my fingers up to it but move behind him and begin to feel for the pulse in his throat. I place my fingers on both main carotids and begin to ever so slightly squeeze. I pull him back into me and press just slightly harder and I feel his body begin to shudder slightly then relax. I hold just a moment longer and then let my hand slide back down to his chest, still supporting his weight with my body as his consciousness floats back to me and he groans throatily. Oh how I love that sound!

I slide back around in front of him once he is steady on his feet again and take his left nipple gently in my mouth, licking it. Caressing it with my tongue, sucking it, then ever so slowly taking it between my teeth and softly nibbling just the tip. I move to the other side and grasp this one firmly in my teeth and bite down sharply. Again he gasps and moans and I feel his body tense slightly… then relax again. I could get lost torturing his nipples, we both love that so intensely, but there is so much more I want to do to him now. However, before I move on, I grab a set of clover clamps, attach one to each nipple, and then dangle a small weight from the chain. I want him to have something to think about and these should tenderize his nipples nicely for me.

I then grab a thin, 3-foot length of rope and begin to wrap it around the base of his penis and his balls. I twist the rope and draw it up, separating his testicles and wrapping them firmly around front to back, leaving a loop that will tug on his balls from below, creating a slip proof parachute. Then I loop a longer length of rope through the bondage and run each of the loose ends to an ankle cuff. “Spread you legs for me baby,” I tell him and watch his face as the rope tugs at the bondage around his balls, pulling them downward just enough to be a constant reminder. He has told me that he isn’t overly fond of having his balls abused but I know he will endure it if he knows it pleases me. I run my finger nails over the now smooth taut flesh of his sac and can tell it is very sensitive by the way his body reacts. I smile and slip my fingers around his balls and begin to squeeze very slowly, letting the pressure build. I wait for his body to react then squeeze just a bit harder, relishing his pain. Loving the way the feel in my hand, compressing and twisting them, his body writhes and he cries out just a little and I feel myself growing wetter.

I release his balls and begin stroking his beautiful semi erect cock with my nails. It begins to twitch immediately. I kneel down in front of him and take him gently in my mouth. I love the way he tastes, and the way he begins to grow as I slide my tongue teasingly over the tip, and around the crown and finally across that ever so sensitive frenum area. He is so hard for me now and I have an incredible desire to slide him inside of me. I set the swing up so that I can sit in it and have his cock almost perfect height to just slide inside me.. but I leave it purposely just a little low. He needs to spread his legs a bit wider in order to slip inside me and I ask him to do so, knowing this will put more pressure on his testicles from below. I want it to hurt and feel so good at the same time as I use his cock.

At first I slide forward and just brush my now very wet lips against his sweet cock. The skin of his cock becomes slick with my juices as I slide my hips up and down against him, feeling the full length of him slide along my lips all the way up to my clit and back again. His PA jewelry bumps against my clit and sends shivers through my body. I want him so badly! I wrap my legs around him and pull him deeply into me, we both gasp at that first indescribable moment of penetration. I hold him there deeply for a moment, just floating on the sweetness of feeling him fill me. I am still aware that his balls are screaming and that the clamps on his nipples must be exquisitely painful at this moment. I look up into his eyes and see the pleasure mixed with agony and my lust for him grows even more. I reach up, grasp the chain attached to his nipples, and begin tugging just a little as I start to move my hips slowly, so that he is sliding in and out of me. I start twisting the clamps back and forth, as I increase the pace of my hips.

I am so close now, I want to cum all over his cock but he has to save his orgasm for me. I want to make this night last and last and I want to make him suffer for me so much more. I keep a hold of the chain to his nipples with one hand and slip the other underneath to once again grasp those tender balls of his. The rope is pulling on them so hard now and he is struggling to withstand the pain there. I look deeply into his face and I see how hard he is fighting to endure for me as suddenly I feel the first waves of orgasm starting to pulse through my body. I look intently into his eyes and take a deep breath, signaling him to do the same. Then suddenly I rip the clamps off his nipples, pull him deeper inside me, and ride out the waves as he cries out for me. I can tell he is close to cumming too, and that if I am not careful and hold still I might accidentally pull him over the edge with me. I let him pull his legs back together to release the pressure on his nuts. While I fight to slow my breathing and focus my energy back within instead of releasing it, but it is still several moments before I regain composure.

I slip off his still beautifully hard cock and drop to my knees to taste myself on him… licking it all over base to tip, thoroughly cleaning him, then I stand up and kiss him deeply so that he can taste my sweet juices on my lips. I release the ropes from his balls so that the circulation can flow back and let my fingers linger on his cock as his hard on starts to very slowly subside. I drag my nails over his thighs and watch the little red trails that follow them. Then I start slowly smacking his inner thighs and begin moving around him, smacking his ass and the back of this thighs, a little harder with every stroke. I decide his arms are probably getting a bit tired by now (although he has not uttered the slightest peep of protest) and I move him to the corporal bench and attach his cuffs to the eyebolt in front.

I then carefully and methodically fasten all the straps across his back, behind his knees and over his ankles rendering him nearly completely immobile. I run my hands across his warm firm flesh and again relish the texture of his skin. Smooth in some places.. a little hair in other.. the soft fuzzy hair on his delicious ass. God he is so beautiful! I begin with a quick sharp slap to his sweet ass, enjoying the way the flesh moves under my hand.

I smack his ass again and again.. this cheek, then that. Sometimes gently sometimes much harder and sharper. Building the heat.. building momentum, watching as his flesh begins to pink up then turn redder, hotter. My hand begins to sting more and more as I hit him over and over again.. then stop long enough to gently drag my long nails across that wonderfully sensitive flesh. I watch the way his body responds, his muscles twitch, his ass rises slightly to meet my touch. I hit him again and again, cupping my palm slightly, letting my hand wrap around this delicious cheeks of his. The music in the background has a subtle but constant beat. I pick up my leather paddle with bunny fur on one side and begin using the leather stingy side in time with the rhythm. His ass is beginning to glow but I want and need so much more.

I have an incredible desire to see just how far he is willing to go with me tonight. The paddle strikes harder. His body jerks in response. It lands again with more force, he moans for me. I love when he moans for me while he suffers. I switch to a wooden paddle. Lots more thud and less sting. His ass really moves sweetly under it, as I again start slowly, then gradually building speed and pressure. Soon I am whacking him quite forcefully with it and I can see his expression change. He is fighting to hold on, struggling just a bit to take it for me. My heart swells with love for him.

His ass is beginning to show signs of bruising. I run my fingernails over the marks, his ass writhes in response. I pick up St Chris. I look lovingly at the knotted strands of cod line, the beautiful braiding. I let the strands slip between my fingers, knowing how much they sting and envisioning the comet like marks that it makes. I love those marks, and I want to see them all over his body. I take a step back and hold the handle firmly in my hand, enjoying it’s texture, savoring the moment. Then I swing. The fall swishes through the air and lands firmly on his left cheek. I pause a moment and watch as the star burst pattern of the knots appears and then the trail that makes up the comet’s tail. I lean forward and kiss the spot that I just left my mark on. His skin is so hot. I flick my tongue over the area and can taste the tenderness of it.

I step back again and begin flogging him lightly with it, letting the lashes fall like rain, all over his sweet ass. He barely moves although I know he is feeling every stroke. I watch his face closely as I strike him harder. I love his facial expressions when he is in pain. He is so beautiful when he is suffering, just so incredibly beautiful.

I pick up my signal whip. It feels alive in my hand, like a hungry serpent. I let it fly and it’s wicked tongue grazes across his sweet ass with a snap! It recoils to me and I again send it on it’s way with a bit more force this time. Swish… SNAP! He jumps just slightly! He really felt that one. I begin letting it flow back and forth in my grip. A few light strokes, alternating with some moderate ones and every now an then I really snap it hard and watch the angry stripes that rise on his flesh. I pick and choose my target spots. This cheek, that cheek, the back of his thigh, lightly across his balls, back to the cheeks. Soon he has many stripes making lovely patterns on his skin. I run my nails over them lightly and smile. His ass is on fire now and I step behind him and press myself up against him so that I can savor that heat, then lean forward and whisper in his ear that I love him with all my heart.

He groans deliciously and looks at me with those amazing eyes of his. His expression a mix of lust and pain, respect and adoration. I un-cuff him from the corporal bench and lead him into the medical room. I ask him to hop up onto the exam table and switch on the compressor unit that creates a vacuum for the electric nipple suction toys. While that warms up, I attach his wrist and ankle cuffs to the eyebolts on the table and continue running my hands all along his body, paying special attention to his delectable nipples. I swear those little jewels are hard wired to his cock cause as i flick my nails and tongue over them I can see it start to grow and twitch. Mmmm, God I love that! I pull out a few electrical toys from the drawer and slip the suction cups over his hard nipples. Immediately, the vacuum pulls them deeply into the little plastic tubes and he moans again for me. He loves nipple torture as much as I do. I attach the leads to the Erostek unit and begin to slowly give it some juice. The little LED read out begins to flash slowly and I can see him wince just slightly as I bring the volume up to just over half way.

Next I slip on a pair of exam gloves and spread his legs just wide enough to expose his sweet tight ass to me. He was not overly crazy about anal play when we first met but he knows how much I enjoy it and I have found that if I proceed very slowly with him that he seems to accept it willingly. I grab a wet nap and very gently and lovingly run it over his delicate and sensitive little anus. It is cold and he squirms just a bit. I smile wickedly and pop up onto the table with him and lower my face down there and begin toying with him with my hot wet tongue. I very much enjoy rimming his sweet ass on occasion and while it may not be the Dommeliest activity in the world, it certainly gives us both pleasure and that is what matters most right now. I press my lips harder against him and watch his cock jump and grow even more. I add a bit of lube to my gloved finger and begin to very very slowly press and tease him some more til I can easily slip it inside him.

I work it in a little at a time, very very gently. This is not somewhere that I wish to cause him pain. There are so many other delightful places for that. I finally ease one finger almost all the way into him and locate his prostrate. I nudge and tease it and can feel it begin to swell and harden a bit beneath my touch. I add a bit more lube and begin stretching a bit more cause I have something very special in mind this evening. Once I feel he is open enough I take one of the two small flexible electric balls that I have and begin to gently slide it inside of him and position it directly on that special spot. Then, I slide the other inside my vagina nestled up against my G spot and attach the leads to another electrical sending unit called the HotBox. Each of the flexi balls has only one lead so the circuit cannot be completed unless he and I touch. I rest my hand lightly against his cock and begin to very slowly turn up the juice.

I can feel the pulse come on slowly and as I watch his expression… I can see that he is feeling it to. The electrical charge is pulsating inside of me, inside of him and I can feel the pulse through my hand where I am touching him. I take my hand away and it completely stops. I run my fingers lightly across his body in different places and can feel the pulsing begin to surge again, as the current flows between us. I run my fingers across his cock and can see his body jump and spasm in response. Then I get a very wicked idea….