{"id":2476,"date":"2008-08-07T19:59:36","date_gmt":"2008-08-08T02:59:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sxysadist.com\/Blog\/?p=81"},"modified":"2008-10-07T22:26:04","modified_gmt":"2008-10-08T05:26:04","slug":"goodbye-nelson","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sxysadist.com\/MainSite\/?p=2476","title":{"rendered":"Goodbye Nelson …"},"content":{"rendered":"

I have been a bit numb off and on for the past week or so\u00a0since being told that my former love and partner of 6 years passed away after a long battle with cancer on or about Aug 1 2008.\u00a0 Although he and I split up and went our seperate ways about 5 years ago, he has never really been completely out of my heart or even my thoughts for long.\u00a0<\/p>\n

Friends I haven’t spoken to in ages have been calling me all week to see if I am alright…\u00a0and\u00a0yes, although I am sad and I will definitely miss him, I moved on with my life a long time ago. Ok, the truth is, I never really stopped loving him\u00a0and I have spent a fair bit of time this week remembering him, missing him, and wishing I had had one last chance to hug him and tell him what a special person he is, and what a wonderful part of my life he was and how fondly I will always look back on the years we spent together.\u00a0And I would so just want to thank him for\u00a0the gift he was to my life.\u00a0 Nelson\u00a0touched me in ways no one ever had before and I loved him deeper than anyone I had ever been with. And when he left, he\u00a0helped me learn that I was far stronger and more capable than I ever would have believed so even in his absence he helped me grow as a person.<\/p>\n

He was an amazing man on so many levels and part of me still cannot believe he is gone. But, I am truly grateful that he is no longer suffering. I’d never want to see him hurt, unless I was intentionally and consensually doing it that is.\u00a0\ud83d\ude09\u00a0Farewell sweetheart.. and rest in peace.
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